My birthday

It was so nice to see my youngest after two years…

But it also pains me… I see her with different eyes now the others are gone.. and I can clearly see why the psychiatrist thought she could be an aspy…

she is socially awkward.. brutally honest… she has no filter on what she says… simple things have to be explained to her… she has a young voice and face.. very naive and believes people at face value..

when I look back on her childhood.. I see more..

problems socializing… making friends.. especially with girls… she always wanted to be a good girl..

hated getting in trouble..

gets stressed easily…

gets so tired…

has stomach problems…

liked playing with boys

was a tomboy

etc etc




Author: thesecretaspieblog

I am 47 years old, divorced a long time ago.. with abusive ex's in my past... I have three children in their early twenties who may or may not have Aspergers. I am self diagnosed and in the future when I can I would like to be officially diagnosed. I just don't have any money to spare atm. I am on Disability for having Multiple Personality Disorder. I was diagnosed officially in 2012. I knew about my personalities from when I was 31. Finding out I am probably on the spectrum has in some ways given me a life jacket and simultaneously felt like someone is pushing me under..... This is just my thoughts put into words.

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