Crave

Some days I crave the written word… I crave to write… to spill my blood upon the paper… to express everything I am feeling before it consumes my mind in fire…

Some days… my mind feels like im on speed… the music playing shudders inside my mind and pleasure rushes up the back of my head and electrifies the top of my mind…

Yes some days music is a drug… the physical sensations I get… from listening to music set my mind on fire with pleasure…

Is there a name for this… maybe I need to google it…

Ohh Music is patterns.. maybe that is why.. or Im just fucked up..lololol

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Author: thesecretaspieblog

I am 47 years old, divorced a long time ago.. with abusive ex's in my past... I have three children in their early twenties who may or may not have Aspergers. I am self diagnosed and in the future when I can I would like to be officially diagnosed. I just don't have any money to spare atm. I am on Disability for having Multiple Personality Disorder. I was diagnosed officially in 2012. I knew about my personalities from when I was 31. Finding out I am probably on the spectrum has in some ways given me a life jacket and simultaneously felt like someone is pushing me under..... This is just my thoughts put into words.

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