Beautiful

I read an article the other day ‘A sensory world’ by Renata Jurkevythz at the spectrum magazine online…

OMG.. I never thought that the way I looked at the world around me was a symptom of autism… i just thought it was from MPD.. but its not.. I get lost in nature sometimes.. in the beauty around me.. I feel like I am part of everything around me.. getting lost looking at the beauty of dust dancing in the sun-lite… the symmetry of leaves.. the sound of the trees through the branches .. it all distracts me.. I could easily get lost staring and just experiencing everything around me..

This morning I could of cried… the sunrise looked so beautiful… how could this be bad.. how could looking and experiencing the world around us in such a way be a disability….I have always been different… I have always followed my own path… i gave up on fitting in a long time ago…

I love the smells around me… the sounds… the sights… i love touching and feeling things.. especially soft things… I just thought i was normal..lol..

Smells can make me feel sick.. throw up…. especially in the mornings…. always have…

But some smells are like a drug… I could smell them all day especially perfumes and colognes..,,mmmmmm

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Author: thesecretaspieblog

I am more than my diagnoses, I am more than my past. I defy anyone to put me in a box and label who and what I am. I am exceptional. I am unique and so are you. Strive for the stars and you shall paint the world around you with ecstasy, laughter and empathy. Show compassion for those less fortunate. Do not forget the lost ones. Stand up for human rights and social justice. I have been labelled Autistic by therapists, I have been labelled with Multiple Personality Disorder by psychiatrists. On Fetlife I am labelled an Owner, a Cuckoldress and a Mistress. Labels do not define who you are but give others an idea of what you are and that is all. Be more than just a label.

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