Lately.. Im not sure if it is Carnal.. well it might

I feel like hunting… like a big fucking cat hunting my prey.. men…

Carnal loves the hunt.. the flirting.. the catch and eventually

But also.. not sure who it is… feels very primal.. like Beast.. but not beast…

Beast was always a big leopard in my mind.. but this one…

Same but different.. maybe he has evolved…

When I see Carnal in my head.. I see a woman… she is in shadow… .. walking through the jungle with a huge naked man on a chain beside her crawling along the ground.. looks like he is stalking… such a strange image… she is dressed like an amazon.. but holds no weapons… long straight hair.. not sure what colour.. not blonde I dont think.. more brown.. maybe… slim.. but looks strong… hmm… average height.. nothing really remarkable about her but the man on a chain.. Might be a forest.. but I get the impression of verdant greenery.. bird calls.. brown leaves being trodden underfoot… vines hanging down .. hmmm.. interesting…


Author: thesecretaspieblog

I am more than my diagnoses, I am more than my past. I defy anyone to put me in a box and label who and what I am. I am exceptional. I am unique and so are you. Strive for the stars and you shall paint the world around you with ecstasy, laughter and empathy. Show compassion for those less fortunate. Do not forget the lost ones. Stand up for human rights and social justice. I have been labelled Autistic by therapists, I have been labelled with Multiple Personality Disorder by psychiatrists. On Fetlife I am labelled an Owner, a Cuckoldress and a Mistress. Labels do not define who you are but give others an idea of what you are and that is all. Be more than just a label.

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