Stood Up Again

Yeah the title says it all.. folks… welcome to my world… stood up once again now…

That is twice in a row Serena has stood me up… Im not liking it at all…

Last night it was 9pm on skype… 11pm comes around I get a short email… her housemate has cancer and is dying… just found out from the Dr she is not in remission anymore…

SO of course I understand… and put my nice face on… I hate cancer.. its a horrible sometimes lengthy disease…

SO she emails today… can we talk tonight on skype 9pm… oh that would be fantastic I say…. it is now 10.20pm and I have officially been stood up again….

Probably for the same reason as last night… now I can understand her wanting to be there for her housemate but seriously how about a short message I cannot tonight sorry…

or damnit I really wanted to chat tonight but I cannot …

Seriously if she keeps doing this I dont care how much I like her….. she can be kicked to the curb…. I have my dignity…. I refuse to be treated like an afterthought…

I was so excited we were going to chat this weekend and now I feel like shit…

I hate putting on my nice face and pretending it doesnt hurt… grrrrrrrrrr

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Author: thesecretaspieblog

I am more than my diagnoses, I am more than my past. I defy anyone to put me in a box and label who and what I am. I am exceptional. I am unique and so are you. Strive for the stars and you shall paint the world around you with ecstasy, laughter and empathy. Show compassion for those less fortunate. Do not forget the lost ones. Stand up for human rights and social justice. I have been labelled Autistic by therapists, I have been labelled with Multiple Personality Disorder by psychiatrists. On Fetlife I am labelled an Owner, a Cuckoldress and a Mistress. Labels do not define who you are but give others an idea of what you are and that is all. Be more than just a label.

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