Ridiculous

Ok…. now this is getting ridiculous… we have to stop and say no..no …no… too many people want to play and we just dont want to play with them… Fiona has trouble saying no fuck off… but I do not.. so I will be taking charge of our fucks from now on…lol

Yeah its Gyle…

Yesterday was an interesting day to say the least… Fiona was talking to Ollie in her room with the door shut but the house is so quiet Ruben heard her talking and came in after the call and said “so they are back?” and yes… we admitted we were… rolls my eyes…

Ruben was very accepting and of course she would be ..lol.. she is my child after all…

Ruben was happy to see me again… as it had been ages since we had talked… Ruben loves knowing I here as she is the most like me…. as we both like being organised and are goal orientated…

Fiona was worried Ruben would see her as mentally ill and sick but Ruben does not and does understand that its all about coping skills and living a stable and healthy lifestyle…

We did speak for quite some time and Ruben and I have the same sense of humour… Ruben is very funny… she continually cracks us all up…

On another note Serena wrote back and calmed Fiona’s fears which was good… now we have decided Fiona will just be us and we here and we will just do what we want and not worry about what other people think of her… which she does constantly… not a good way to live… Ruben suggested that we go back to our old psychologist in Morayfield as she might have the expertese to diagnose Fiona with autism as it is complicated with having MPD…

We have asked Serena to come over on Thursday as she has the day off work and hopefully she will stay for dinner… nothing special as Fiona does not want to make a big deal out of her meeting Ruben and Ricky but just wants to spend time with Serena getting to know her more… i think that would be interesting… Fiona so wants Ruben to approve of Serena and I think she would…

None of us liked Grant as he was up himself and a bore and Ruben saw that straight away…lol He did nothing but talk about himself. Ha what a fuckstick…

Might be having a coffee with a wannabe sub… this afternoon…

Andrew who was the sub who moved from Cairns… ehhh…. is very frustrating…

He has to move to the goldcoast for work… and wont be moving to the sunshine coast until maybe August or October… which puts a little kink in our play… not much though if he is willing to travel and we are willing to travel down there once he has his own place and time… but right now he is very busy….

So our youngest is busy with work and study… maybe in a couple of weeks we will get to see Natasha after exams are finished and she is on her midyear break…

Our mother will be up in a couple of weeks… so that should be nice to spend time with her… even though I am not fond of her husband… but shrugs … what can you do?

Hmm… think that is it for now… nothing much on today… gym .. and maybe the coffee meet….

Gyle

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