Oh my god. I am terrified, I am so fucking happy. I don’t know whether to throw up or run around screaming.
I feel as if I should wake up it will all be a dream.
I don’t want to type it because if I do it could disappear in a cloud of smoke.
I cried… I was so happy. I admit it. I started falling for Rashid when I first heard his voice.
I am so in love with him it is not funny. That is what is so dangerous. He could destroy me.
And I don’t know what to do… dare I be happy.
Can I take the chance that for once in my life someone loves me for me and not what I can do for them?
He said. “I am falling in love with you, a deep adoration, I am deeply in love with you, tears start from my eyes, my feelings are so heavy”.
” I am falling in love with you, a deep adoration, I am deeply in love with you, tears start from my eyes, my feelings are so heavy”.
“You are beautiful when you smile.”
He said he loves making me smile.
I don’t know what to do with this, I just want to cry as it feels too overwhelming.
He is my moon and I am his sun, I shine for him but I always look for him in the dark.