I am a divorced single parent who is 48 this year. I have three grown up children in their early twenties. I was diagnosed with Multiple Personality Disorder in 2012 but I knew about my other personalities from about 2001. I was a stay at home single parent until my youngest went to school. I was in an abusive relationship with a narcissist for ten years and when she left I had a nervous breakdown. During that time I worked in Childcare.
After my breakdown I could not work and I was on sickness benefits for about a year which during that time I was diagnosed and put on the Disability Pension. It took nearly five years to get over that relationship and it did great damage to myself and my children.
Also over the last ten years I have entered and journeyed through the BDSM world and it has never been a boring one… From Submissive and Slave to Goddess and Mistress that I am now.
Recently I have come to the realisation I have undiagnosed Aspergers. I came across an article about Aspergers in women and I realised they were talking about me. It was an eye opener to say the least that there were other women just like me. I spent most of my childhood and life feeling like an observer and outsider in my family, society and workplace.
This blog is for me to write about my memories, my feelings and thoughts.